The Purge...

I've been letting unhealth, lies, and negativity inhabit my heart and mind rent-free and frankly, I can't afford it!

Although a little unorthodox, I'm going to PURGE all the EVILS that have infested my thoughts...replaying over and over and over again.

THE BAD STUFF:

I am unloveable.

I am damaged goods.

I will never conquer my depression.

'Happiness' and/or 'joy' aren't in the cards for me.

I ruin all that I touch.

I constantly fall short.

I'll never amount to anything.

People wil eventually give up on me...decide I'm too much work.

I'm wasting precious time.

I'm TOO MUCH and NOT ENOUGH all at once!

I can't be fixed.

I'm just plain mean...

I'll NEVER be pretty enough. I just don't measure up...

I'm a lousy daughter, sister, friend, roommate, etc.

I'm selfish, spoiled, undeserving, and ungrateful.

I'm manipulative.

I should have gone to college.

I'm stuck...stagnant.

I'm lazy.

I'm not 'useable'...

I'm tolerated--not desired.

People will leave...relationships will end.

Somehow...I've contributed to my family's brokenness...will we ever be truly 'whole'?

Product of a broken family = future broken marriage. Terrified...

WOW...that felt good. I'm so glad I have JESUS!!! Otherwise, I couldn't survive!